30/05/2016 @ 20:54
‘Why, just get on with it.’ But,
Is getting on the best thing…
The best thing for me:
Right now, in this moment?
Or am I to be consumed by this disgusting monster you call stress?
I mean, what even is stress?
I don’t feel it but there’s something of it
Looming in the air that I breathe,
In the steps that I take and
In the thoughts that I think.
What is this ‘Silent Killer,’ per se?
How does he feel, what does he do?
How does his presence change, me –
What must it make me feel?
I mean, I sure as hell have no idea.
So, what should I do?
Or should I, instead, ask what could I do,
Or what do I want to do?
Or, is that just an excuse?